Updating my blog through my mobile.... urgh!

No doubt mobile phones are useful for many things and indeed i would say it's much more useful than a lappy can ever be...but when it comes to updating one's blog, i say -----> stick to the damn big screen with protuding buttons. And yes im using my mobile again now. Althpugh it really is isnt much fun. I still want to update on my dieting program.

So far it has been pretty hard. Day 4 it is. I try to avoid rice at all costs. Nak pegi kedai nasi pun taknak. I usually stay in the office at lunch time so i have managed to avoid rice successfully(alhamdulillah) at the office. The craving only comes when hubs brings me to restaurants that sell rice. Membuak buak perasaan. Aduhai. But why pity yourself for something you have to do right? So i say.

My only bad habit now is drinking water loaded with ice. I love ice. Only i just love it too blady much, hence the perut boncit. Some days i feel strong but some days, when the hormones overcome the brain, then i would start feeling real moody and down. But i am not goimg to give up. Not this time. I refuse to live my whole life being fat, or worse OBESE.

Jangan pulak aku dikutuk menghina ya. Tak ada niat dan langsumg tak ada mensasarkan statement lancang aku kepada orang lain. How i want to live my life is my own. Yours is yours. I don't judge people according to appearances so try not to judge me because of my wanting to slim down so much.

The fact is i was able to slim dowm after i gave birth to zara ( my 1st) encourages me to try and slim down after hannah (my 2nd).

I hope everyone can continue to support me through out this tiring regime to achieve my ultimate goal. Ok dah lah sebelum aku membebel lagi banyak baik aku pegi tido. See you all tomorrow. Insyaallah. Yang buruk dari saya, yang baik semuanya dari allah swt.

Dari hamba,
Melina♥